August 5, 2008

Dear Rob, the first week went by quickly. We were very busy as you know. First Jamie was here for a few days and then left but Zion quickly brought her back by dislocating her elbow. I'm sure it was intentional on her part specifically to do just that. Ha ha - never! Then we were up there today to play and have haircuts. I hope that your time has been interesting, speedy and also fun.

The first week also went by slowly, as you know, at night with Gideon not sleeping. I'm hoping that we're conquering that problem. It is resulting in having to let him cry at times but I hope that it is the start to better sleep habits.

I keep reminding myself that this time apart is just one of everything. One year, one of each month, one of each week, one of each day, holiday, birthday... for just one year. One will be the theme for the next year.

I also hope to gain strength and confidence this year. And I hope to avoid, with all I'll be doing "by myself" gaining pride. There can be so many blessings found through this, the last thing I want to do is spoil it with such a horrible condition as pride.

The kids are well. Zion looked for you for the first time the day before yesterday, looking out the window by the door and asking "Dadda?" and Gabe is now starting to bring up that he misses you. I also have deposited the gift from Cindy today and plan to buy a Flat Daddy soon. I also really want to get or make a Daddy doll for at least Zion if not one for each. Always looking for ways for them to connect to you.

Well, it is late so I'd best be going. A note of silliness to end with - I can be such a dork sometimes. I took the wrong exit off of 405 today and ended up in Renton instead of on 167, had to turn around in town and head back.

Gabe can take after me in silliness as well. Today he was throwing a small blow up ball into Jamie's ceiling fan. He missed all but one which went flinging across the room. He cracked up laughing and shouted "I love sports!" Yeah. Throwing a ball into a fan - the new Sport of Champions I'm sure. ;)

Love, J